Outgoing "Big Brother" revealed in a TV interview that at the age of 17 she went through the traumatic experience • "Years I thought it happened to me because of me"
"I realized I'm not guilty":
At the age of 17, Linor Sabinik revealed on Kobi Mehat's Channel 13 show, she was sexually assaulted.
Linor reveals: "I was sexually assaulted in my youth"
"It was just at that time that I managed to lose a lot of weight and the acne started to disappear and I started to disappear," said Sabinik (25), "and that's exactly what happened. I said to myself, why could I not stay the fat girl with the wounds? I was angry with myself. "Only later did I realize that I was not to blame," she said.
"You managed to overcome the trauma. You don't see its marks on you even though you carry the scars on the inside. So how do you really get over it?" He asked Needle.
"I did not tell anyone," Sabinik replied, "not to my parents, not to my ex who was my boyfriend at the time, not to a partner who came after him, not to friends. At the Big Brother house after eight years, I first told Remy, and in a joint decision with the brother "We didn't open it at home. When I went out, I just felt that it might be worthwhile, and that for years I would get up in the morning and say, 'You are not to blame,' and put it behind me like a statue being placed on the shelf."
On Monday, which marked International Women's Day, Sabinik posted a lengthy Instagram post in which she boldly revealed to 84,000 her followers the sexual abuse she had experienced.
"Well, then today is Woman's Day. A day where not only do we mark how strong we are, how powerful we are, how good we are, no less than anyone else, but the whole world marks it with us," she wrote and then recounted the traumatic experience of her past.
"Not many know, because I avoided sharing it in the Big Brother house and in general with the people closest to me, because I refuse to be what defines me. I will not go into details with you, but unfortunately I too at 17 had a terrible confrontation with a man who thought he could do with me as he pleased Years of blaming myself, years of thinking it happened to me because of it, that it happened to me because I dressed a certain way, because I put on a certain make-up, because I laughed a certain way.
"But like many admirable women in our world, I fought too. I fought to the end and won. I fought physically, I fought emotionally, and I fought mostly myself. Women's Day for me is a milestone, it is a day that symbolizes for me and reminds me of the fact that I am Linor, and with all my shortcomings. , And my benefits, I am equal, equal like everyone else.No less than someone and no more than someone, and I just want to sweep you on a day like this to my feelings, that all women and girls of Israel will get up every morning and when they look in the mirror they will see how beautiful, how strong Power, and how much they can lead and lead like everyone else, if not better.
"Admire yourself, because I do it and that's the only thing that has strengthened and lifted me over the years. We all go through and go through struggles throughout life, but the wisdom is not to fall for it, not to blame ourselves, and to remember, just remember, how strong we are. We have, how much we are allowed to say, work, create, do, wear, talk and laugh like everyone else. Please, never forget how much you are worth! "
Signed the personal post.