When was the last time you fulfilled a dream?
"In April, when I performed with my brother in Hayarkon Park in front of 20,000 people. I do not know what excites me more, the class in front of such a large audience or the one I stood on stage with my brother, Erez (Erez Eisen, Infected Mushroom; Shaz).
I have imagined this moment since I was a little girl.
I accompanied him from the age of ten to performances, and I stood aside and watched him devoutly.
I would dance and fly and imagine that I too would be like that one day.
When they would go to shows I wrote in my notebook 'I want to be like them' in English.
"So I'm not like them, life has led me on my own path that I am very proud of. But when my brother offered to perform with them, he told me he was proud of me and that he appreciated everything I achieved with ten fingers and it was a dream to perform alongside him."
When was the last time you got excited?
"When I found out I was pregnant, in December. I wanted the pregnancy, and it still came to me in a boom. I felt I was not ready yet. I wanted to start this crazy chapter in life when I am complete and ready for it. So even now I am not one hundred percent ready, as any mother would say, but I really want it.
"I discovered the pregnancy completely by accident. I was sitting at home, and I thought to myself that I wanted to expand the family, and right then I found out. I did a home test, took a video and showed it to Alex, my husband.
"I was just in shock. My breathing became heavy and the pulse was fast. It came, the change I wanted happened, crazy happiness mixed with amounts of shock, a cocktail that is hard to understand. Very quickly there were also tears of joy and hugs and a second later we ran for laptops and did Google: 'I found I "During pregnancy, what do we do?"
When was the last time you participated in reality?
"In 2013, at De Weiss. I had just moved from my parents' house in Kiryat Yam to the center. I was a shockist student, and I looked for myself in music without a penny on my ass. The production of 'De Weiss' dazzled me, everyone cared for me and just wanted everything to turn And I'll feel comfortable. There was a moment when I had a dream with myself and said, 'I want an apple,' and Boom brought me an apple!
"It was a stunning experience. I reached the top ten. I wanted to reach the final, but I was not surprised or disappointed when I was eliminated. I was only 22 and said 'All Good', I'll go another way. Half a year later I ate a movie about how I did not continue, there was a small break And mentally I was sad.But when I talked to my brother, he told me 'release, next, we are moving forward'.
"I went back to my school routine, went to perform in bars and made hats, and sometimes I would not get paid. I went to rub for the experience and applause. I was not invited to the stages, but I never thought to leave it. I told myself it was just not my time. I continued with sound development. "And I studied interior design. I decided not to choose, to do both."
When was the last time you auditioned?
"About two weeks ago, for a musical. And how I feel about it! I hate auditions, for me, if I could, I would say to the director 'Open a second story, see if I'm right for you.' But it does not work that way. I have to get to a traditional audition, And I do not like the feeling of being examined.
"I feel most comfortable on stage, without any pressure. In auditions it stresses me out that I may not be authentic. I took acting lessons with Galit Rosenstein to know how to audition. It was the smartest thing I did, the lessons raised my confidence. In singing it is different, "It feels to me like I'm in my mother's living room. Tens of thousands of people watch me every day, but sitting in front of a director and a producer who's testing me is a knee-jerk. You don't get used to it."
When was the last time you met the family?
"This month. I met Erez and Roly, my middle brother, who is in the country. I try to visit my parents once a week, I travel to them north. My parents worked hard all my life, and my brothers raised me. The gap between me and Erez is 13 years, and Roly is me. "I was 5 years young. I grew up in a very good neighborhood, in Savyoni Yam, and at home my brothers and I were mostly there. I would eat alone in front of the TV. Today I want to be a mother who sits with her child every day at lunch."
When was the last time you cried?
"Yesterday, because I'm hormonal. I scratched the car, and I cried. Everything makes me cry, every advertisement. I can get excited about all the nonsense. Usually the tears don't come out so fast, but over the years I have become more sensitive. A quarrel with Alex can cause "I cry, it's depression, and luckily hamsa hamsa it does not happen much. Just the thought of a quarrel with him can make me cry. My brothers can make me cry. I love them very much and am attached to them."
When was the last time you quit an addiction?
"Four years ago, when I started giving head on Instagram, I was obsessed with my weight. I was a victim of everything seen outside, I worried about what I looked like. I kept looking in the mirror and grabbing my thighs and imagining I melted the fat because I saw how everyone had a space between The thighs. I would download apps and do Photoshop, so that they would think I was 5 kilos less. In the last two years, I have gained from the body renovations and the filters. I came to terms with the way I look, long before I got pregnant.
"I do not always feel beautiful. Some days I feel worldly beauty, and some days I feel dirty. So I stopped being enslaved to this swing, because it's a waste of time. I have more important goals than how I look. So my body goes up and down a little bit, I prefer to take the energies to other places. "
When was the last time you surfed social media?
"Two minutes ago. I like to create content, but the web has greatly affected my mental state and my happiness. In the last year I took a foot off the gas, and I let myself breathe. A few months ago I could not go for a walk without a phone because I had a crazy pomo, and I'm learning Enjoy it is possible even without it.
"I'm very exposed to choice. It's like a snowball, I take something out and then everyone picks it up with them, and that's why I kept the pregnancy a secret. When it came out I wanted to slow down the train. I was weird that my intimate thing gets such exposure but I enjoyed it. Huge amounts of love and paragon, and it's worth it. I've also received a lot of cubic tips and tricks. Everyone is very concerned about me. But this gap, between being there non-stop and not being there at all, between loving it very much and realizing I have no power and I need to raise Something anyway - because of him I felt I was losing my authenticity and fun and I downshifted. "
When was the last time you served?
"This morning. I sing in the car, especially when traveling. This is a great time to write and sing, I study texts in the car, I do everything in the car. I have an illogical repertoire in my head. I sing and hum at any given moment.
"On Independence Day, for example, I wrote a new song from comments from my followers. My audience is very connected to the country, very Zionist, and my followers gave me perspective on difficult days. They made me understand that this is our home. I took their comments, composed them and composed them. "It's on a cool beat, I recorded and routine for the world. It's a concept I've been doing for a long time, I really like to do it and hear people's opinions, and it's a close interaction with my followers."
When was the last time you did something romantic?
"This week, when Alex and I went for a walk in the evening. We get into intimate conversations and it's pleasant. Alex is romantic in the little things, on a daily basis, in his listening to me. Even if he's in the middle of something he always puts me first, and a girl loves to be listened to. The world is for me at any given moment. And when I'm in chaos he finds solutions to everything. He's my partner, I'm sick of him.
"We have been together since the age of 14. We met at ICQ Messenger, we were one of those nerds. I was a good girl in Kiryat Yam, deaf, my mother had to take me out of the books. Alex was a fan of Infected, and he wrote in the band's forum 'What a beautiful sister Of Erez, asked for my ICQ and sent me a message. I was nice and I answered him, and then Erez came to visit the parents and we had a video call with Alex. To this day I have this video, because I document everything.
"Alex was very excited, and I flew for myself that I fulfilled a fun moment. I discovered a very assertive boy that I have a lot in common with him, but who lives far away from me, in Be'er Sheva. We decided to try a remote control relationship. When we were at school we did not meet much but continued to be a couple After the army, it was clear that we would live together, we rented a basement apartment in Rishon Lezion, and then we got married. Alex is very different from me. He is realistic, tidy, works in high-tech and is excellent at it. "And I really appreciate what I have in my hands. I won."
When was the last time you received or gave good advice?
"I keep getting friendly advice and tips on motherhood, and I really listen. In my character I'm curious and I'm always willing to learn. I have some real friends wholeheartedly. I feel I can consult with them freely, and in this area constantly need listening and cooperation and one help. They helped me a lot in dealing with unconventional situations. For example, when I announced on social media that I had written a song to promote Eurovision. I actually planned the move to achieve the full potential of the exposure, and I was a little confused.
"We share information, and sharing this crazy swing of emotions helps me understand that I'm not alone in the ups and downs. In the end we depend on the numbers. The campaigns depend on the number of followers, and we control them to a certain extent. I can be me, and provide the content. "The best I can, and the algorithm will change and I will get less exposure. But when I understand that what I am going through is also passed on by others, it helps and calms down."
When was the last time you were jealous of someone?
"I do not allow myself to be jealous. I could, for example, be jealous of someone who is new to the field and her followers are rising at a dizzying pace, spitting blood for every follower and watching and spending hours. I used to take it to heart, and now I stop it because I am whole with my way "And with my pace. So I stop it and I applaud. I say to myself, 'It's not all about you.'
When was the last time you checked the current account?
"Alex is my accountant. I'm signed to the gaming agency, and in networks I close deals myself, which is good and not good. There's a big advantage to being alone, I have a lot more freedom and quiet when I do it alone, I can initiate things on my own and all the cards are visible. Before me.
"This week I had to chase after payment, and it's annoying, but these are things you learn and get stronger from. I'm glad I do it because I'm in good contact with all the advertising agencies in the country, I initiate projects and I have contacts to offer them ideas, so I strongly believe it should be "Independent. On the other hand, without Alex I would be in debt. I'm not a sucker but I'm very wasteful and very scattered."
When was the last time you received a tempting offer?
"Right in the last few weeks. There was the show in the Yarkon, and an offer to write a song for Netflix and there were auditions. I say 'yes' to everything. First I say 'yes', and then I think how I do it. That's a trait I learned from Roly. He lives in the US , And started a production business there with his wife.
From him I learned that everything can be done and everything can be learned.
All in your head".
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When did you first feel famous?
"When I was 17. I was in a band with Roly (KYD; Shaz) who was very successful in the Haifa area.
We performed in Youth City, and our songs were successful.
I auditioned for Star Born to embark on a new path, and I was not accepted.
I was angry and felt they had missed out.
My mom took me to a coffee shop, and when I was in a huge bass of the 'no' I got, 40 girls just came in and they all flocked to my desk like I was at least Kim Kardashian, and asked for an autograph.
I stood for ten minutes and signed for them and said 'Thank God, that's a sign'.
Apparently ‘Star Born’ was not a ment to me for me.
I realized that anything would happen at the most accurate time for me. "
Noy Eisen: 28 years old, singer, actress and content creator. Resident of Rosh HaAyin. Married to Alex Zabrzynski. She broke out in "De Weiss 3", and since then has been writing songs, composing and singing. Released singles ("Drop on the Couch"), composed songs, including "UE LA LA", and this month releases a new single ("Pregnancy").
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