Three days ago, Talia Ovadia was crowned the big winner of "Big Brother", but in an interview with the "Shishab" supplement, which will be published at the end of the week, she reveals the moments of crisis that made her want to leave the house and almost miss out on the million.
"At least twice I entered the room (the fireplace) and said: 'That's it, now I'm leaving here,'" she recalls.
"In the same breath it was clear to me that if I gave up, it would be difficult for me to live with myself."
What made you stay?
"I really hoped that they would send me home and that the departure would not be up to me, but that the viewers would choose for me and that I would be done with it."
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// Photo: Moshe Ben Simhon, courtesy of Network 13
In retrospect, are you glad you didn't retire?
"I'm very glad I didn't retire. It strengthened me and sharpened me, and everything I went through there - I had to go through. I remember going in and saying to my brother, 'I'm bad, I'm bad like I've never been bad in my life. I want to go.'"
What made you feel bad?
"I lived with the feeling that I don't exist, and not only that I don't exist - but also that they don't like me. You're in a house full of people, but you're alone and they don't like you. And not only that, you walk around with them all day. I'd wake up in the morning and walk around the house with a lot of fear to Not to upset anyone."
One of the scenes that almost made Ovadiya leave the house was Nathaniel, Diane, and Bar Alyah.
"No matter how restrained and calm my reaction seemed, my heart was at 3,000. Things were said there that were not broadcast, like Shaver said, 'We saw your Instagram, and you are naked and you are reading us Psalms here,' and if it was Diane who said to me, 'The one who added your name The name for your name does not make you any kind of person, you have a shocking personality and a shocking human being.''
What happened to you in those moments?
"The worst was when I went out to the room and the other tenants there laughed. I didn't even cry, it's a storm of emotions that you don't know how to contain."
"At a bar, the painful things come out with shouts and screams."
"Big Brother" final trio,
In the last few days, she had a little time to catch up on what happened at home - and she doesn't stay in debt.
In the interview, she goes against who was her nemesis, Bar Cohen, who came in second place.
"When I came out they told me and showed me things, and now that I know, I don't understand how she got to second place. It makes me sad that she got to second place, how?".
You are very different, and she claims you are an actress.
"She defines it that way because it's a style she doesn't recognize herself and she can't identify with it, so she interprets it as unreal. With Bar, the painful things come out in shouts and screams, and I keep more to myself, although I would be happy if I kept less to myself." .
In the full interview, she tells why Diane should not have entered the house and why she was afraid of Nathaniel, reacts to her eating habits and also tells about her feelings and butterflies towards Seagull.
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