“Everything hangs by a thread,” she lamented.
Kim Kardashian spoke in the “Angie Martinez IRL Podcast” on Monday, December 26, about the difficulties of co-parenting with Kanye West, from whom she has been separated since the beginning of 2021. Both have indeed welcomed four children together: North , 9, Saint, 7, Chicago, 4, and Psalm, 3.
Their divorce was finalized on November 29.
During this one-hour filmed interview, the businesswoman expressed her desire to preserve her ex-husband.
“I definitely protected him and I always will in the eyes of my children, for my children,” Kim Kardashian explained.
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“I have to smile and act like nothing happened”
The mother nevertheless burst into tears when discussing the complexity of co-parenting with the singer, who publicly made anti-Semitic remarks.
“Obviously, I want to distance myself from certain thoughts and words because it does not sound like me, she explained.
At the same time, even if I have my moods, when we are driving to school and my children want to listen to their father's music, no matter what we are going through and what going on in the world, I have to smile, put on this music, sing with my children and pretend that nothing has happened.
Before adding: “Once I have deposited them, then I can cry or send text messages.
Me, I had the best of fathers… I don't want to let myself be overwhelmed by emotion.
But co-parenting is so fucking hard.
The SKIMS founder also assured that her children had not been informed of the controversies around Kanye West.
"It's all hanging by a thread and I know they could find out," she said.
But I will keep this secret as long as I can.
My children don't know anything.
At school, some of my best friends are the teachers (…) None of the other children have ever said anything to mine.”
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"Why would it be up to me to sacrifice myself?"
Kim Kardashian, however, expressed her fears about her love life.
She thus expressed her concern at the idea that the vindictive attitude of the rapper could scare away her future suitors.
"There's a part of me that's like, 'Oh my God, is everyone going to be scared because I don't have the easiest ex to live with?'" she said. entrusts.
I don't think it's fair of me to put someone in such a situation or to start a relationship with someone who might be super innocent.
Then, there is a part of me that says to itself: “Why would it be up to me to sacrifice myself?” A balance that the influencer, now separated from Pete Davidson, must still find.