The arms model
Orin Joly
and her partner,
Gal Emanuel
, married each other a year and a half ago, after quite a few years together. Yesterday (Sunday), she shared with her hundreds of thousands of followers about a less happy moment in their lives.
"The doctors said that I would have a problem getting pregnant. I insisted that it would happen easily and without external aids. A week before my 30th birthday I find out that I'm pregnant, we were in the clouds," she began and continued: "We planned to tell family and friends on Pesach, but God had other plans."
"We discovered that the fetus did not have a heartbeat, for two weeks I prayed every day that this pregnancy would continue, but it did not happen. Two weeks ago we had to undergo an abortion. Life is not under our control, we can decide how we choose to react to the things that happen to us. I chose and choose to be happy, believe and love," she signed .
Orin, how are you feeling?
"I feel better than ever. I took one day to cry and be sad, the day after that I got up and chose life. Like every day. Life can be tragic and we have no control over it, our reaction to what happens is the only place we have control over it. That's why I chose to be happy , to see all the good that has happened and is happening around me and to use that to give strength to others."
"I prayed to God that this pregnancy would continue, but it didn't happen. It doesn't diminish my faith or undermine it, I love and believe unconditionally. And I know it's on its way to me. I have no doubt."
What week did this happen?
"It was at almost 10 weeks, we went for the usual tests and discovered that the fetus had no pulse. The abortion was physically and emotionally painful, but we choose life every day anew," concluded the star in an optimistic tone.