Miguel Bosé: "I have consumed two grams of cocaine every day, plus 'maría' and ecstasy"

Miguel Bosé's interview in the program led by Jordi Évole had aroused expectation since it was announced and the first advances were seen.

The silence of the singer in recent months, disappeared from social networks after a season of furious denialist stance in the face of the pandemic and messages with a strong political charge, has only fueled the fire.

A bonfire in which the obvious voice problems of the singer and the trial he maintains in front of his ex-partner, Nacho Palau, for the affiliation of the four children they had during the 26 years that they were together have also served as fuel material.

Bosé himself stated in the meeting with Évole that he had not granted an interview to a Spanish television for five, six or seven years and that he agreed with him because he was united by ties of friendship and trust.

The doubts that Évole expressed at the beginning of the recording about how he would address his position with the singer-friend in the face of the pandemic, materialized at the end of this first installment of his conversation.

Just at the moment in which a Miguel Bosé is seen on the edge of exaltation, denying the greatest and aware that despite the fact that his position can lead to all kinds of criticism, he is the one who is well informed in front of the herd of credulous who do not realize the scope of the plan: “The truth is not wanted to know because there is a concocted plan that is not wanted to be known.

It is not thinking that I am in possession of the truth, it is the truth.

I am a denier, it is a position that I carry with my head held high ”.

Miguel Bosé and Nacho Palau in Madrid in November 2011.

But that will be part of the next chapter, in the first the singer was more Miguel than Bosé, he showed the most vulnerable and also unknown side of his personal life.

And he confessed: "I have had wild years in which I discovered the dark side that we all have: drugs, hard sex, substances ...".

He himself explained that it began one night in 1988 or 1989 because of a heartbreak: "I called some friends at dawn and said: 'I want to go to party.'

That night I had my first drink and put on my first ray, which lasted a week, it was very cheap ”.

Until 1991, he was "a sack" with the night and drugs.

"I thought it was a necessary part, linked to creativity," said the singer, "but when drugs become habitual use, they stop being an ally and become enemies."

Although there was a day when he said “it's over!”, He was able to say goodbye at night, “the clubs and the outings”, not so much to his addiction.

"Cutting off that pleasure that is hard to deny took more time," he explained.

“It became a daily dependency, it began to lose its grace and cause serious problems.

I have come to consume almost two grams a day, plus smoking

pot

, ecstasy ... I stopped all the same day, seven years ago.

Going up some stairs to a stage for a rehearsal, my

road manager

told me: 'Everything is ready'.

And I replied: 'It's over.'

Without giving the name of his ex-partner or directly mentioning his children, the break with Nacho Palau and the separation of the four children they had while they were together formed a key part of the conversation when Évole asked him about his voice problems.

Bosé answered naturally with that strange voice that can still be seen when speaking: “My voice comes and goes.

Its root is emotional.

I start to lose it the moment my family, the one I believe in ... Well it's not called family, it's a kind of coexistence agreement that two people who had a relationship have and who decide to move on with good vibes to that the children of both parties can continue to grow together as they thought from the first day that they were, brothers ”.

A few words that reflect in themselves the core of the lawsuit facing the ex-partner and Nacho Palau's claim to obtain the affiliation of Diego, Tadeo, Ivo and Telmo as brothers and both of them as parents of the four children despite the fact that the first pair of twins - all of them gestated by surrogacy - are biological children of Bosé and the two youngest are of Palau.

Miguel Bosé with his four children at Disneyland in April 2017.

And the singer, turned into a human with feet of clay, continued to undress: “All this has to do with the little ones, but the problem is that it reaches the older ones.

The elders are the ones who make the decisions and who have to take the blows or bear the responsibilities.

I was not prepared.

When my relationship began to go bad, when love does not exist, when infatuation has disappeared, when friendship and good vibes fade and when admiration is lost, when everything collapses ..., in my case for discretion, for responsibility, for education too, you hold on and explode.

It breaks out badly and serious problems begin.

And in me one of those problems was the voice.

Now I can speak but I have come to have no voice, zero ”.

The confessional tone was broken when the journalist asked him if that was the reason why he had been silent and almost hidden.

A question to which the singer answered angrily: “Who do you want me to show that state to?

In Spain people really like to share everything, but when have I talked about myself?

When have people known that I had a friendship?

When have I sold something about my family, about my children, about my partners?

When?".

“My children realized this and I wrote to them: 'Dad can't speak, Dad has to be silent because Dad has to heal.

No further explanation is required.

I took it naturally, it was an exercise in humility ”.

The professional plans continue but the tours are parked.

Miguel Bosé participates as a

coach

in

La Voz México

, the country in which he lives, specifically in the south of Mexico City in a “beautiful, quiet place, surrounded by small towns”.

In the program he sings live, but he admits that he has to warm up a lot and only holds one song: "At the end of next year I will be ready," he said in

Lo de Évole

.

Luis Miguel Dominguín and Lucía Bosé in 1962 with their two oldest children: Miguel and Lucía.

Rue des Archives / Cordon Press

Bosé also spoke of his father, the bullfighter Luis Miguel Dominguín, the one whom everyone has faced for so many years and although he acknowledged that he misses him, he also stated that they did not fit in because they were "the same."

"He wanted a first-born, a

hereu

made for him," he explained.

And he said that his greatest confrontation, of many, was one day when he went out hunting with him, something the son did not like: “He forced me to hunt a doe.

I shot her and killed her and at the time of gutting, which is what you do to take the animals home later, a bambi came out, it had days to be born.

I reacted very badly, I punched him, called him a son of a bitch and left.

He called me a coward but I stood up and realized that it was not going to be easy ”.

When questioning him about whether he felt more Dominguín or Bosé, his most personal facet came out again, the one he tries so hard to protect from other people's glances: “I guess I am the result of two very strong DNAs and that shows in fatherhood.

I am a single father ... ”, he said, refusing to grant his interviewee that he would be a separated father.

And he continued referring to his children: “With them I am loving, I am careful and authoritarian.

I am a father and mother, I have no father, they are used to that from the beginning and we get along very well ”.

At no time did he clarify whether when he refers to that facet of his life he includes two or four children.