Singer Yuval Dayan, who will celebrate her 27th birthday at the end of the month, shared with her surfers an extraordinary post on her Instagram page, in the process she went through with herself in recent years (and especially last year), in her journey to modesty - both external and internal.
"A few years ago, the song 'Ask the Water' came out and was played on various stations," she wrote. "Suddenly I got a call from a distant friend who was comforted that 'what fun your soul is composed and I can just always hear it and know what you're going through." I cringed. I felt somewhat naked, that they had taken from me, that I had nothing left for myself. So I stopped going with T-shirts. It also worked out well for me, suffering from a cold so always some Guinness jacket on the shoulder. And that's how this thought came to me, but I didn't attach too much importance to it. "
She recounted how many years had passed during which she had begun an internal work on herself: "Call it back in repentance, I know that every morning I try to be the best version of myself, and every evening I make a mental calculation of what I have not been able to. I have to slowly walk between the drops "Do not stress the parents and especially smile hard at everyone, even when there is sometimes a mocking tone, even when you start mumbling after the bathroom and when you add," Blessed be God after every few words. But you used to go with jeans, what happened? ".
Dayan shares that a year ago in the eighth candle of Hanukkah she sat at home and lit a menorah alone: "I heard that the eighth candle is worth praying a lot, that it's all about Hanukkah. I asked myself, Yuval, what do you want? "One does not see? Then I asked to be modest. But really really really really from the inside. From the depth of the thing, from the heart of the race of the decision. I wanted to keep something to myself. I wanted to keep to myself."
Her request, it turns out, also had an external impact: "I had a year of being full of ugly and big clothes, because the first thought of being modest is to simply blur every trace of body contouring, of great pressure from the environment to become ugly, that this is the end of life. But there are two angels "They asked not to be tagged, one supported in the back and one in the front, and friends it happened. I fulfilled !!! I marked and arrived. I did not give in to the outside, we keep our most precious diamonds deep inside, wrap and cover."
She summed up her words: "Even if you do not agree with external modesty, I am sure that internally we all love. And in general, when dreams come true for them like this, in mid-life it is a great reason to come to this world. Go with the heart."
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