"This is a cry for help."
"This is a cry for help."
The revelations of Hilona Gos have had the effect of a bomb in the world of reality TV.
The young woman spoke on social networks and YouTube this Sunday, February 26, after a few days of silence.
“In recent weeks, I have hit rock bottom.
I've had a rough life but lately I've been going through an accumulation of things that have made my shoulders give out.
Everyone has their limits, I have reached mine”
, she wrote on a black background.
Hilona Gos went on to say that she can no longer hide behind a smile and lies.
“Today, I have the courage to speak, to tell you the truth about my daily life since this meeting which destroyed my life.
[...] I let you for years think horrible things about me, I let you insult me, harass me when you only knew a false version of the story, "he said
. she addressed to her followers on Instagram.
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The young woman explained that her hell began in September 2019.
"If I come back today it is because I am fighting against myself not to sink to the point of saying goodbye to you."
This discomfort would have, among other things, led to the break with her companion Paul-André, a man with whom she had had a relationship for almost a year and with whom she had participated in the last season of “Apprentis aventuriers” on W9.
“My biggest shoulder is gone.
He has gone through and endured too much pain for months and he made a mistake.
[…] I came to lose everything because of one person:
[Bert, her ex-fiancé Editor’s note]
, she confessed.
A contentious relationship
As a reminder, the two reality TV personalities became a couple during the filming of “Princes of Love” broadcast on W9 in 2019. Very quickly their story turned out to be fusional … and somewhat conflicting.
However, the reasons for their disputes leading to their breakup in 2021 had, until then, always remained private.
"I wanted to protect him so [...] I justified the separation by
'we don't get along anymore but don't worry.
He was never violent”.
Because I knew that from the moment I spoke it would be over forever, it was the end and I didn't want to
However, this justification would, today, prove to be false.
Julien Bert would indeed have shown himself, on numerous occasions, violent towards her.
In her video, she said it all started the day before they went on a ski vacation, just months after they moved in together.
Putting forward personal problems, the man would have started drinking alcohol alone in the evening.
Hilona Gos detailed while the next morning, still drunk from the day before, he would have started insulting her and making incoherent remarks.
“His look had changed, he had black eyes.
It was no longer the same person.
He raised his hand and strangled me.
He lifted me up off the floor, I just remember not being able to breathe."
, she related while claiming that he would have threatened her with his fist.
“It really didn't last long, the time he realized.
Then he let me go and told me it was over and the only thing I did was get on my knees in front of him begging him not to leave me.
The couple would have finally left to join their friends in the mountains.
"If I hadn't been there, he would have gone to prison"
Their relationship would then have continued
until March 2020 when she learned that she was pregnant.
"A few days later, I miscarried, probably due to stress and I think of fate."
At the same time, Julien Bert was involved in dark cases which earned him a trial.
"If I hadn't been there, he would have gone to jail.
I did all the paperwork with his lawyer so he wouldn't go to jail.
He must have had an electronic bracelet.
He had asked me not to pass my license because supposedly according to the lawyer if you have your wife who is pregnant and without a license, you have the bracelet for less time or even not at all.
“He still manipulates my friends”
Particularly moved, Hilona Gos described several other episodes of violence.
One of them would have occurred during a stay in Saint-Tropez.
While the young woman was a second time pregnant, she would have found herself in the car with her drunk and angry companion at the wheel.
Claiming to be tired, she reportedly said she wanted to go back to the hotel.
"And there he said to me:
'You shut your mouth and you come.'
He pulled me by the jacket or the neck, he dragged me through the entrance to the restaurant.
She would then have found herself forced to follow him so as not to create a scandal.
Following this umpteenth violent behavior, she would have decided to put an end to her pregnancy.
“I couldn't raise a child with someone so unstable.
I never got over it.
It was from there that I never forgave him [...] because for me he had taken my child away from me
From then on, the couple would have started to tear each other apart publicly.
"I was terrible with him
," she admitted.
If Hilona Gos spoke, it's because Julien Bert owed her €80,000 that he stole from a company, Juliette Nona.
"I have the bailiffs because they haven't paid her rent for four months and the lease on her house is in my name
," she revealed.
He manipulated me for three years, he still manipulates my friends.
I lost my friends because of it."
As soon as these revelations were broadcast, Julien Bert saw his Instagram account suspended.
He spoke on Snapchat and claimed:
“I slept badly, I am stunned.
[…] This relationship, she did everything to return to it, she did everything to come back with me […] she wanted to start a family with me.
When you come out of a difficult situation,